I feel a bit better, now that I've taken up this blog.
Yesterday I went clubbing with my sister. We had a helluva time  . Spent the whole night shaking and shaking my booty. Guess I had a lot of pressure to release... He did me good, I didn't score though   ... I was hoping to get few numbers, that would have done my ego tremendous good... Oh well, I had a lot admirative looks, it compensates a little    ... Men nowdays are so passive, they're waiting for women to make the first move or giving them clear and distinctive signs of their interests...
I checked Duane's mails, he hasn't been writting anything at all... It's really bizarre, he could have taken the opportunity of being away (out of my sight) to get in contact again with his virtual lovers. He didn't... I wonder why ? Would it be because to him it's an exclusive week days activity ?
I'd love it to be for that reason, because it would tend to corroborate the theory of this being just entertainment to him. This is just to put some spice in his boring work life...
He's coming back tonight... I wonder how things will be between us... I've bandaged some of my wounds from this week. I should be able to welcome him properly. I still feel a tension inside of me anytime I think of what I learnt those days... But until I decide to leave that relationship I have to put this aside...
Let you know tomorrow what happened...