I'm married and have a lil girl now.
She's beautiful and I love her to bit. I'm still with my husband but still very much unhappy with our life as a couple.
Now that I have my lil girl, it's even more unbearable becoz I'm physically tired and therefore unable to cope with disagreement.
On monday I'll be calling for counsellment booking.
We don't share anything anymore, all he does is playing video game or surfing on the web.
A typical day is , my husband come back fr work at 6.30 pm, he talks to me for about 3mn, go to his computer, eventually if I ask, he's going to give our little girl her bath and then he'll go back to his leisure for the entire night.
What the point of staying 2gether ? He's no help at home, he's no help emotionnaly. He gives me headache... I'm always upset with him and anytime I look at him I'm pissed off... What's the point of all of it really ?
I'm beginning to think that we shouldn't have gotten married and that maybe all the unhappinness of last year was for me to realise that that guy was not for me... I wanted that wedding so bad that I got blinded.
Trust that the counsellor is going to help out and of this is onoly negative thinking due to tiredness...
We'll see tonight how I feel !